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Feb 9, 2005 0:05:23 GMT -5
Post by savahnaroyster on Feb 9, 2005 0:05:23 GMT -5
I was in love, oh wait no i wasn't. I was in like, but wait i didn't like her or maybe i did, but i just didn't show it maybe she's suppose to love me but we just didn't know it. she hurt my feelings, oops I did it first. we hurt eachother but who's was worse? I don't want to like her, i refuse. or maybe I do, damn im confused. I was in lust, uh no thats not it. I just believed in my head that men aren't sh*t. is she like those men? damn i don't even know. it went to fast, didn't give it room to grow. I think she needs me? or maybe not. when I think of her, i contemplate alot. I know she cares, or maybe its a game. i lost all hope i had for her, before I knew her name. she's right for me, or am i right for her? I'd tell you what makes it right, but where would i begin. we play the hard role, but i think she sees my other side i opened up my eyes to her, and saw what she tried to hide. we were mixed up in the movie, not knowing what to think we didn't want to miss the best part so we refused to blink. We said it all, actually we didn't say a thing but now we are taking the time out to fix what we were missing. now that we are actually speaking we realized our mistake we didn't stop to distinguish the real from the fake I thought I knew her, but that is not the case the only thing i really knew was a pretty face
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Poetry
Feb 9, 2005 0:08:08 GMT -5
Post by savahnaroyster on Feb 9, 2005 0:08:08 GMT -5
I have become Unbreakable Undestructable unalterable, unchanging, uncompromising, undeviating, unmoving, I have learned to be unaffected, unbending, uncaring, uncompassionate, unconcerned, unimpressionable, unsympathetic. Because I see how people are when they have no eyes, I see how people are when they become blind I see how people are because they have no heart and I refuse to fall for someone just for us to fall apart. To me the world has become so incautious, inconsiderate, indifferent, irrational, reckless, senseless, thoughtless to reality, that we have forgotten the truth we have forgotten once again how to love we are one in the same but we're killing one another for greed and jealousy the difference in me is... I refuse to die from peoples insecurities
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Poetry
Feb 9, 2005 0:08:59 GMT -5
Post by savahnaroyster on Feb 9, 2005 0:08:59 GMT -5
She tries so hard to maintain a stable appearance the kind where no one knows what she holds inside everyday trying so hard to be strong She cries black tears but it doesnt show on the outside shes struggling to make it through a day to make it through the heartache to make it through the rain... she cries black tears and she does it in vain no one to hear her crying, no one ever can knowing in her heart , even if someone saw her tears they just wouldnt understand she cries black tears, and its not for a man she often goes into her room and sits patiently waiting on the will to survive the life she lives shes done to much and tried to hard she just knows something is going to give she cried the black tears in hopes that someone would see but no one ever did.
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Poetry
Feb 9, 2005 8:56:46 GMT -5
Post by IQ and Nor on Feb 9, 2005 8:56:46 GMT -5
Very Creative
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Feb 9, 2005 18:27:52 GMT -5
Post by savahnaroyster on Feb 9, 2005 18:27:52 GMT -5
Thanks
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Poetry
Feb 10, 2005 20:01:44 GMT -5
Post by Norhova on Feb 10, 2005 20:01:44 GMT -5
I have poem..
People come people go but still... I get high People talk people walk but still... I get high people laugh people cry but still...i get high when all is said and done I still...get high
-NOR
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Feb 10, 2005 21:37:45 GMT -5
Post by savahnaroyster on Feb 10, 2005 21:37:45 GMT -5
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Feb 10, 2005 22:38:42 GMT -5
Post by DaPrezzident on Feb 10, 2005 22:38:42 GMT -5
What's with the rolling of the eyes
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Feb 11, 2005 14:57:53 GMT -5
Post by Norhova on Feb 11, 2005 14:57:53 GMT -5
THE GREATEST LINE FROM A POEM..
DON'T WATCH ME...WATCH TV
- SIR JUELZ SANTANA DIP SET!
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Poetry
Feb 11, 2005 16:16:36 GMT -5
Post by savahnaroyster on Feb 11, 2005 16:16:36 GMT -5
the face was for nors "i still get high" poem
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Poetry
Feb 13, 2005 3:32:46 GMT -5
Post by savahnaroyster on Feb 13, 2005 3:32:46 GMT -5
I held you close afraid to let you free the world is a terrible place and I wanted to keep you away from peoples insecurities. I refused to let you hear the harmful words that people let come out of there mouth, We learned together what true love is really about. I closed my eyes with you in my soul, I've completed myself by letting you enter and with you i've made myself whole. If you ever have to leave I could no longer move on. You see without you my heart will fall apart and my reason to live will be gone. You captivate me, you've chased away all of the insanity. This love refuses to disappear, I no longer have to live in fear. I am overpowered by your being, and because of that, I've given up everything. I was so tired, weary and weak. At one point in time my pain superseded my faith, to where i couldn't speak. But that time has now gone away. I'm living for us, starting today. I left behind the trials and tribulations of the past, to make sure that the love we have will last. Our memories can't be erased because I've realized you are impossible to replace. Love once seemed so unreal, but now it's something I can't help but feel. You have everything I need, Perfection is what someone feels, not what someone sees. I'm blind to the life i left behind, Love is now not only in my heart but in my mind. There is just to much for me to loose by loosing you, so I hold on. Our love has become way to strong. I no longer search for the love I wished for, I achieve my goal by finally letting my heart take control.
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Poetry
Feb 13, 2005 3:39:25 GMT -5
Post by savahnaroyster on Feb 13, 2005 3:39:25 GMT -5
I am letting go of who I once was, the person who I thought I could be forever, I’ve decided to upand leave her alone and change myself for the better, Bad choices bad decisions they became a part of my world, I was still living like a young person, not letting go of the little girl. I am a woman and no one can bring me down I lift my head high because now I know how. Who I was before is gone away with the wind I’ve looked in my heart and opened up within. I am the woman, who walks with a smile, I am certain of who I am, no longer in denial. I have grown with myself and learn to love my imperfections I’ve become more concerned with my surrounding and learned to show affection. I’m no longer afraid to give someone my trust, No longer afraid to believe in love and stop thinking its lust. I have gained an understanding and I’m so glad that I can Finally let go of the girl and be proud of the woman.
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CBizTheCEO
Junior Member
"We cant Lose, The Only Thing We Lose At Is Losing"
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Poetry
Feb 13, 2005 13:38:45 GMT -5
Post by CBizTheCEO on Feb 13, 2005 13:38:45 GMT -5
good sh*t
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Feb 14, 2005 12:18:51 GMT -5
Post by DaPrezzident on Feb 14, 2005 12:18:51 GMT -5
Savahna is everthing ok you are starting to depress me
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Feb 15, 2005 1:00:42 GMT -5
Post by XplosiveDelight on Feb 15, 2005 1:00:42 GMT -5
I'm feelin' that last poem. That's real shyt.
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